ЛьВиЦа Я - Stays the same

I'm making coffee, two cups like before
Still forget I'm drinking alone once more
Write your name on the f*cked up glass
Erase it, then write it again
Like if I do it enough, you come back
But the door stays closed in the end
Turn the music up so I don't hear my thoughts
Move a little, try to let go
Night keeps changing, morning comes
But inside me, it all stays the same
Sitting on the couch, put on the film
But I keep switching through the scenes
Pick up my phone, type out your name
But never press call, I just stare at the screen